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At Last I saw Prof G

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At Last I saw Prof G

At Last after waiting for many years and months I saw the guru medicine world expert in my collagen disorder,the journey was an ordeal and the long list of diagnosis he gave me seemed a lot,plus he wants me to be in hospital a while,this comes when we found that not many have understood my pain etc and indeed those that should of didnt!My mom in law has been unwell too,and fortunately she is quite a bit better..... the last two months have taken their toll,just when things look brighter they plunge down again,Ive lost many personal friends and mostly due in some part to them not understanding perhaps my POTS (look it up?) my BP will go to 250 if I get upset or distressed and this is not without my feeling like I will explode!I make no excuse for my behaviour,I have tried hard to be a decent person,but recently feel overwhelmed with some challenges I face,even finding suitable living space seems so hard,this picture,is of an old hay loft my husband and I lived in when he first was with me,we had dodgy electrics,and a floor which went thru to garages under neath........Im pretty confused right now,our dear very spoilt Limey cat has been made cranky by a baby stray that turned up,facially the same as Limey,now called Henry......our living accomodation is unsuitable the windows only open about an inch and its a basement flat,which hurts me to get out of,Im not grumbling as such just distressed as this was the nearest I could get to live by my son......Im finding it hard to paint hard to function,so much wasted time,so much poor health care from our genetic disorder......so much heel dragging and then paying privately,and so wrecked health for no reason!The world seems a little greedy crazed right now,but its refreshing to chat with my painting buddies who fill my days with hope and pleasure and company,thank you for reading my mini moan,and enjoy your painting all!!